The attitude

i will admit something to you.
a war is coming for me on the horizon and i am preparing for it now. i have two known enemies and one prize. The war is with the enemies of us all. i speak of the world and the vulgarities of complacency. these things destroyed something perfect  i once possessed. I will possess it once again but this time my weapons will be sharpened and honed. My enemy will be completely known to me. I will be completely known to me. I will defeat my enemies without succumbing to having to fight they will lay down their stones and spears and succumb unto me. Then I will take my prize. Then and only then will it truly belong to me once again without question or challenge as all will gaze upon not me but my excellent victory and know stratagems devised against me will fail for I will lay my keep upon difficult ground and a siege upon it will cost more that is acceptable. this is the attitude I have embraced and accepted to be my own. I will become a Master once again and I will never have to grip that with white knuckles again.